These are actually lyrics from a song–I know, back to the music thing–but these words are perfect for my mood right now. No, it’s not about DH. I’m thrilled he’s taken off a week to help with housework, all those honey-dos and he’s gotten my race car ready for test & tune tonight.
I’m referring to my current WIP…how can it be current since it’s been six sick years from conception. That’s a long time to be carrying a baby. I love my characters and I hate them. They live in my head, screaming at me to finish the damn book, but I want them to die, or go away. But they won’t. I know how the story ends–I’m at the edge of writing the black moment. It’s so exciting in my head.
I know there is some deep pschological reason I’m not finishing this book. And truly, I don’t care to explore the whys and why nots. This is what it is.
Love you, hate you, live or die….think I will be saying this to my front flower beds today as I enjoy this wonderful warm spring day.